I am lost in a world of people who don’t understand me.In a world where I don’t fit in,in a world that in order to live I wear a mask to conceal my pain.I've never pictured life to be like this. When i was lil,in my eyes there were no worries in life.Life didn’t have any challenges along the way…life was easy.
As each day of my childhood passed my list of responsibilities also grew.I became more preoccupied with things such as homework, school, and home duties that I became to realise that this wasn’t what I was expecting. I finally began to understand that this was just a glimpse of what life had in store for me.
My dreams were shattered by the harshness of reality that will never be fixed again. Now they are just mere memories hidden in the back of my mind, just wanting to be brought back to existence.
Teenage years are the best years of one’s life, everyone says to me. However in my mind I find that hard to believe. They may be the best years, but they can also be the worst. No one understands how you feel, no one cares. Everyone says that they’re there for you, but when you need them the most that just drift away. You learn what it is like to be independent, yet at the same time you learn how cruel and lonely this world can be.
Humankind can be excellent towards you, and it can be malicious. You must be tough in order to survive. You must learn to secrete your feelings, and wear a mask that buries all the pain and sorrow that is piercing your heart. You are an actor!!
I am a girl who has everything going for her, who everyone sees as the luckiest person because of everything that she has, but no one has decided to have a closer look and see the flaws of my camouflage. No one has taken the time to see who I really am. I am tired of being the main character in this play called ‘life’ I just want to be me.
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